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Peace Posture

Inner Posture

There are days when peace does not feel like something we have—it feels like something we lean toward.

Not a possession, but a direction.

Peace waits for us in many doorways,and most of the work is simply how we stand there—how we show up, or don’t—before those doors.


Before the quiet within

There is a room inside youthat does not slam its own door.

You don’t reach it by being “good enough,”you reach it by pausing.

Not a long retreat—just the kind of pause where you noticethat you are breathing.

In.Out.

Peace does not always rush in—it often arrives like someonestanding just inside the doorway,waiting for you to notice they are there.

Your posture, here, is not achievement.It is permission.

“Come as I am.Even now.”


Before prayer and wordless looking

Some days, words spill out easily—Help.Thank You.Stay.

Other days, the heart is only a weathered stoneand words feel like chalk.

Prayer, then, is not eloquence—it is turning your face, even slightly,toward what you hope is Listening.

You do not have to feel anything.You only have to turn.

Meditation is the same turning,without the sentences.

You look, softly,at your own breath,your own thoughts,your own unsteady pulse—

and you do not run away.

You do not wrestle them down.You simply watch them passinglike clouds that have no ideahow attached you are to them.

Your posture, here,is gentle curiosity.

“Let me see what is really here—and let me not be afraid of seeing.”


Before the sky and the tree

Sometimes peace is not in us at all—not yet.

It is in the sky that has beenquietly doing its workwhile we were not paying attention.

It is in that one treethat has survived more winters than we have,standing outside the office windowor by the cracked sidewalknear the grocery store.

You do not need a forest.You need one glimpse of the larger worldthat is not impressed by your schedule.

You stop, just a moment,and let the sky be wide,and let the tree be patient,and let your own smallnessfeel like relief instead of failure.

Your posture, here,is willingness to be small.

“I am not the center—and that is a mercy.”


Before others

There is a strange thing that happenswhen two nervous systemsdecide not to pretend.

When one person says,“I don’t know, but I’m here,”and the other person hears itas a kind of blessing.

Peace between peopledoes not begin with perfect advice.It begins with shared presence—with the courage to be seen,and the kindness to see.

You do not have to fix them.You do not have to hide yourself.You only have to stay in the roomwith an open faceand a soft voice.

Your posture, here,is honest presence.

“I won’t run from your pain—and I won’t run from mine.”


Before community and worship

Sometimes you drift into a gatheringfeeling like the only frayed threadin the whole woven cloth.

Songs begin that you do not feel like singing.Prayers are spokenthat you only half believe.

Peace, here, is not about matchingeveryone else’s faith.

It is about letting the shared words,the shared silence,the quiet shuffling of hymnalsand cough drops and bulletins,hold you for a while.

You do not have to carry yourself.You can let the room carry you.

Your posture, here,is allowing yourself to be held.

“I will sit among these people—and let their hope lean a little over onto me.”


Before beauty and the work of our hands

Sometimes peace is in a single note of musicheld just long enough to tremble.

In the way light comes through a windowat the hour when you were not expecting to notice it.

In the bowl of soap bubbles at the sink.In the wool sliding over knitting needles.In the soil under your nails.

None of these things erase the world’s sorrow.They simply say, quietly:

“There is still goodness here,if you will let yourself see it.”

Your posture, here,is receiving.

“Just for this moment—I will let this small beauty matter.”


Before ourselves

In the end, peace does not live in any of these places by themselves—not in the sky or the song or the sanctuary—it lives in the way you step back into your own lifeafter you have touched them.

You still go hometo the same kitchen,the same inbox,the same people who know exactlywhich buttons to press.

Nothing much has changed,and yet something has.

You carry, somewhere inside,the memory of breath,the color of the sky,the sound of a voice that did not judge,the feel of your own hand resting over your heart.

You are not fixed.You are not finished.But you are a little more turnedtoward the One who keeps leavingthese small doors open.

The question is no longer,“Have I found peace?”as if it were a misplaced object.

The question becomes,“Can I keep this gentle tilt of the heart—this willingness to pause,to listen,to be met—right in the middle of my ordinary day?”

If you can, even a little,then your very lifebecomes a kind of inner bowing—

not grand,not dramatic,just the quiet postureof someone who has begun to suspectthat they are, after all,held.



 
 
 

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